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caranfindel ([personal profile] caranfindel) wrote2019-04-15 03:42 pm

Episode poll 14.18: “Absence”


[Poll #2091947]

Remember, no spoilers in the comments, please, and that includes episode titles and casting information. Thanks!

[identity profile] verucasalt123.livejournal.com 2019-04-15 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Right. So. It took me a bit to get around to this ep. I just lost my dad a week ago, very suddenly and unexpectedly, so I was obviously already in a super emotional state. But I went ahead and watched bc wtf, it's there and I already pretty much knew what was going to happen.

The flashbacks, just like any other time Show tried to put Mary in a position where she talked about parenting or kids or being a mom, just really sat wrong with me. Like, she knows nothing about parenting. She knows nothing about Dean and Sam, compared to pretty much anyone else in their life.

I wish Jack weren't being set up as S15's Big Bad but my wishes aren't really coming true these days. (Except I wished for that blue and orange plaid shirt and now I own it, how do you like them apples?)

Also, please give Sam at least one point for changing into a clean and more subdued shirt for the funeral pyre.

RE: Heaven - I doubt she's really with John. When they first brought her back, she said she'd been with John and her very small children the whole time she was in Heaven. I was confused as to how she ended up in Heaven to start with, but I don't have a job in the writer's room. Anyway, that was her image of Heaven - she thought she was with John but obviously he wasn't there, on account of he was alive for a long time and then in Hell for a long time. It's what she wanted Heaven to be, so that's what it was for her.

[identity profile] caranfindel.livejournal.com 2019-04-16 09:19 am (UTC)(link)
I’m so sorry about your dad.

And you’re right, we already have evidence that the John with her isn’t really John. But I guess she doesn’t know that. And doesn’t remember what she (I assume) learned in Life 2.0 about him and her babies not truly being with her in Heaven 1.0.